Give me back;
I want to stop comparing myself to you.
I want to take a look at myself without having to see you.
I can't enjoy my solitude when I see how much fun you're having with company.
I can't enjoy my simple pleasures when all you talk about is your extravagance.
Just let me stop hating myself for being below you.
I don't mind you, you are everything I could ever ask for and more.
I don't mind myself, because despite how much farther below you I am, I still love myself.
I just can't feel good about myself when I'm just your shadow.
I just can't feel good about life when every second is spent on preserving those I spend with you.
It isn't your fault;
I won't blame you for being so much better than me, because you are who and what you are.
I won't blame you for taking me from me, just because your hands were open.
I only blame myself for being so far below you.
I only blame myself for giving myself to you.